-:: Dil Ki Baatein !::-

Lets Talk !

2010-07-25T19:50:00.000-07:00

God: Hello... Did you call me?
Me: Called you? No.. who is this?
God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.
Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something..
God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.
Me: Don't know. But I cant find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.
God: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
Me: I understand. But I still cant figure it out.. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.
God: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.
Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?
God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.
Me: why are we then constantly unhappy?
God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.
Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?
God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty..
God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.
Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?
God: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life becomes better not bitter.
Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?
God: Yes. In every terms, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.
Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems?
God: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.
Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading..
God: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.
Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?
God: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you.Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.
Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?
God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.
Me: What surprises you about people?
God: when they suffer they ask, "why me?" When they prosper, they never ask "Why me". Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.
Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.
God: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.
Me: How can I get the best out of life?
God: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.
Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.
God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.
Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the New Day with a new sense of inspiration.
God: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve, not a problem to resolve.

~:D :D~

Meaning of love !

2010-04-16T22:29:00.000-07:00

The Life !

2010-01-16T06:44:00.000-08:00

Recently have started following and preaching the quote below:

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, and smile until your face hurts.
Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

:D :D

hAPPy bIRTh dAy :)

2009-11-11T08:46:00.000-08:00

Somebody put on some music
Maybe a little rythm and blues
Move aside all the furniture
And put on your dancing shoes
It`s your Birthday, Happiness all aorund
It`s your birthday, hurry up and get on down
Yor are the star here
And we want everyone to know that
It`s your birthday, you`re the talk of the down

Listen up all good people
we can hardly wait
To mingle in your honor.
It`s yur birthday today
you`re always in the groove
And with each year you improve
It`s your birthday , that`s why i`m doing this

Happy birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Brthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Go ahead , you deserve the best
Happy Birthday to you , MeDumJee !

*May God bless you with Name, Fame and sound Health ! *

tUm !

2009-08-15T04:57:00.000-07:00

:D :D

Happy Birthday !

2009-06-14T11:26:00.000-07:00

Today, Woke up & found that I'd aged overnight ! But as SMS/Wall-post/ Scrap-book/Mail-box/ Messanger are flooded by wishes, So life balances out!. After some homework over myself i found that : ;-

I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my feelings,my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be cloose to others and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me.
I am me, and I am Okay !
Happy Birthday to I,Me,Myself !!
:) :)

Dost !!

2009-04-10T10:24:00.000-07:00

Ho hamari zindagi mein dosti tumhari,
Zindagi hamari sawar jayegi.
Band aankhon se jab dekho koi sapna suhana,
Mujhe teri surat nazar aayegi.
Dosti jo ab tumse mujhe hai,
Woh khuda tumhe batayega.
Dede jo tum saath mera ,
Udaasi meri mujhse rooth jayegi.
Dur na hona kabhi tum mujhse ,
Palkein aansuon se bheeg jayengi.
Bus yeh hi aarzoo hai is Dil e nadaan ki,
Jo ho tu samne toh maut bhi muskurake gale lagayegi.

:D :D

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ??

2009-01-21T05:27:00.000-08:00

Ye raat ki tanhai ka alam

aur jehan mein tumhare khyalon ka mausam

dil meni tumhari yaadein and aankhon mein tumhare khwaab

na nind aati, na aankh kholne ko ji chahta,

darr lagta hai, kahin toot na jaye

wo khwaab jo arse se sajaye hain..

bikhar na jaye wo yaadein ke moti,

jinken dil ki gahraye mein piroya hai..

toot na jaye khwabo ka silsila

jisse pal pal jor ke dil mein sajaya hai..

bat na jaye ye tanhai ka mausam

jisne tumhare pyar ke rimjhim barsaat mein bhigoya hai..

ki aa jao hum ekrar karte hain.

aaj hum kahte hain ki...

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.

:: वो ::

2008-12-31T03:17:00.000-08:00

ये क़ासिद तरस रहा हूँ कबसे.. खबर-ए-यार के लिए

मेरे हकीम, मौला, हुस्न-ए-दिलदार के लिए
पहचान दोशीजा की क्या बाँया करू... बस कुछ यूँ समझ ले,
तखल्लुस (दिन) है तब-तक, जबतक शमां जल रही हैं
दर पे पहुँच के अदब से पेश आना तुम ,
मत भुलना तकदीर हमारी होगी..हिजाब के उस पार.
सिर्फ लाना न ख़त संभाल कर.. गौर से देखना शहर को,
करना कुछ गुफ़तगू अवो हवा से भी.
कुआं के पास इक बरगद का पेड़ होगा,
दो सुर्ख नाम थे जुटे खैरियत उसकी भी ले लेना.

~ दिनकर ~

::Maa::

2008-12-05T00:38:00.000-08:00

Maa aaj jab yaad karta hoon beeta hua kal
yaad aaye woh suhaane pal
mujhe yaad hai jab ham saath saath musukuraye the
woh pal bhi yaad hai jab hamnein saath aaonsoon bahaye the
aaj bhi yaad hai mujhe har holi aur diwali
jab saath sajayi thi humnein pooja ki thaali,

yaad hai jab main ghabraya kabhi
aapne apni goud mein sulaya tabhi,
yaad hai mujhe woh aapki daant aur pyar
na kabhi bhool paoonga woh aapka bepanah pyaar

yeh bhi jaanta hoon maine aapko sataya hai
shayad aapke dil ko bahut dukhaya hai,
par aaj aapse ek vaada karta hoon,un galtiyon ko na dhauraunga
ab aapke aanchal mein khushyan bharta jaoonga
aapne jo sapna dekha hai ab unhe sach karna hai,
ab har lamha aapke liye hi jeena aur marna hai

Maa jo aap se kabhi keh na saka aaj woh kehta hoon
aapse bepnaha pyaar karta hoon
aapke bina meri zindagi viraan hai
aapse hi mere har sapne ki udaan hai. !!!
!!!!!!

Kaun hoon main ??

2008-11-17T14:01:00.000-08:00

Koi tumse puchey Kaun hoon main,
Tum Keh dena koi Khaas nahi,
Ek Dost hai Kaccha-Pakka Sa,
Ek Jhuuth hai Aadha Sacha Sa,
Jazbaat ko Dhake parde se,
Ek Bahana koi Accha sa.

Sukh Dukh ka hai ek Aisa Saathi
Jo Duur hokar paas hai,
Koi tumse puchey Kaun hoon Main,
Tum Keh dena koi Khaas nahi,

Ek phul hai aadha khila hua,
kuch rang hai usme mila hua,
Bina neend ke sapna hai,
Gairon ka wo apna hai,
Mere liye hai aisa kuch wo,
Dhadkan ke bin saans nahi,
Koi tumse puchey kaun hun main,
Tum Keh dena koi Khaas nahi.

!!!!

Janamdin mubarak ho !!

2008-11-11T08:00:00.000-08:00

~::: Wish:::~

Today is budday of one of my sweet friends.
On this Special day,
I wish a HAPPY BIRTH DAY.

Which may bring u Success without delay,
Diamonds of joy to stay,
Sufficient time to pray,
Fondest of friendship to obey,
New dress to wear,
Cheerful news to hear,
Powerful decision to swear,
Good friends to bear (like Me . .:P) .
Best wishes from here!!

~:D :D~

~::: Music Masti :::~

!!!!!!!!!

Happy Diwali !

2008-10-26T04:48:00.001-07:00

Wishing everyone a Very Happy Diwali
and a bright year ahead. !!

Koun hai wo ???

2008-10-12T01:08:00.000-07:00

Kabhi dunia se ghabra ke, nasaib se kabhi thak kar
bahat mayoos sa ho ke, kabhi tanha jo hota hon.

kissi ko saath na pa kar jo kabhi dar sa jata hon

koi chupke se aa ke kaan mein mere yah kehti hai .

"Udaas mat ho hamesha se saath hon main tumharey"

yeh kon hai jo merey saath saath rehti hai.

yeh sochtey hue kabhi main ulajh sa jata hon

tab apnay aap se hi jhunjhala ke pooch leta hon.

mujhey lagta hai ,mujhey dekh ke woh muskarayi hai

fir usney apni katil palkey jhapkayi hai

main us ki dheemi si muskaan ko mehsoos karta hon.

yeh kon hain jo meray saath saath rehti hai.

kabhi yeh sonchta hon woh meri sochon ka hissa hai.
kabhi mehsoos hota hai woh merey dil mein rahti hai

meray khabon ko mehkati mere sapno mein aati hai.

yeh kon hain jo mere saath saath rehti hai....

!

:: Ek Khwaish ::

2008-09-21T23:09:00.000-07:00

Ek khwaish hai jhalak mil jaye uss chehre ki ke,
iss deedaar ki baad ki koi tamanna na rahe .
ek khwaish hai uss dil tak pahunchne ke ki
do dilon ki dhadkonon mein koi doori na rahe.
ek khwaish hai rishta jood jaye uss naam se ke,
phir jooda rehne ki koi majboori na rahe .
ek khwaish hai woh pyar mile unse ke,
iss dil ki koi aur arzoo na rahe .
ek khwaish hai woh haath tham le is tarah ke ,
Phir iss dil ki koi kamjori na rahe.
ek khwaish hai maut aa jaye unki baahon mein ke ,
phir zindagi se koi shikayat na rahe .
ek khwaish hai ke aise aaye woh ke ,
phir intzaar ki koi wajah na rahe .
ek khwaish hai bhar jaye khushiyon se daaman ke,
kisi gham ki koi jagah na rahe .
ek khwaish hai sang chale woh umr bhar mere ke ,
phir kisi aur ka aasra na rahe.
ek khwaish hai ke poori ho jaye her khwaish iss dil ki ke,
phir khuda se koi iltazaa na rahe.

:)

:: Love ke effects ::

2008-09-04T23:13:00.000-07:00

Baithe hain ghar pe aur khayaal kahin aur jata hai,

dost saath me, hume khoya hua sa pata hai..

kehte hain kuch aur dil kuch aur gungunata hai,

sahil ke hote hue bhi ye raahi pyasa reh jata hai...

Sthir reh kar bhi sanse na jane kahan jati hain,

chup reh kar bhi na jane ankhen kya keh jati hain;

koi samajh na le inhe is dar se ye jhuki rehti hain.

class me bhi khushboo usiki aati hai,

jalan se dil me mirchi fiki pad jati hai..

na jane, na jane- ye yaad kahan se aati hai,

jo bheed me bhi tanha kar jati hai,

sun ke unko dil dhadakna bhool jata hai-

jaise pyase ko pani peena nahi aata hai......

suna hai pyar pathhar mein bhi jaan phook deta hai,

lekin dost dekh kar hume kehte hain ki ishq mein

insaan aisa hi ban kar reh jaata hai !!

** I saw such kind of changes in one of my Friends.. i dunno but m damn sure it is "Love ke effects".. :P isnt it true ?? He is a guy who always trying to keep away from such kinda things..:)

Ek baar fir !!

2008-08-18T10:27:00.000-07:00

Aaj achanak fir se wo kahin se takra gayi,
wo pahli pali baar khissa kuch suna gayi.
kosis to ki meine, mujhe chup raha na gaya.
li waqt ne karwat lekin humse nah badla gaya.
dundhe hue sabdo ne fir ek saf murat jor liye.
sukhe hue gulab ne ek pal mein khushboo mor liye.
likhe hue waadon ne ek pal mein jaise kuch khil gaye.

sab chhor ke tum samjhi mujhe .
aankhon ne se fir se sinch ke , fir se kahi baatein wahi.
tum ne bhi sarma ke , dheeme se hai hami bhari.
ab waqt jaise hai nahi, ab swarg ko jana nahi.
fir hath tera tham ke, khirki se bahar jhank ke.
hum ne payi duniya nayi, palpal ka jo basant tha.
itne mein ek jhoka aaya.. mujhko ek pal ko bharmaya.
maine roka per ruka nahi, sapna bhi to ab tika nahi
sapna toota aur aankh khuli, doori ka ahsaas hua. !

:)

Happy Friendship Day

2008-08-02T13:25:00.000-07:00

When i said "Friend/Dost/Mitra", what did i really mean ?
what did these three little words convey?
what attitude was keen ?
friendship is a faith, coming straight from the heart,
It makes me feel so happy nothing can keep us apart,
Each day we`ll live for each other in everything we do.
we will trust each other`s decisions and to each other we will be true.
Knowing we will be happy when ever we find time to speak
Each meeting will be joyous within everyday of the week.
I pray you won`t get angry if i should do you,
but if i do, don`t worry the compensation will be strong.
I `ll do my best to make you happy don`t want to see you cry.
So we can be friend until the day we die....

Happy Friendship Day !!

On the eve on friendship day i just wanna say " Hey, whenever i used to call u by any nick name it doesn`t mean i want to hurt u....actually i don`t know why but i love to call u by this name..... some times i want to quarrel with U , like we were doing in sometimes before..... some time i want to speak to u. I think some ice are created between us, i dunt know why and how.

Caring+Sharing = Real frndship .. hia na?

Than why we are not doing so ? Why Pin-drop silence comes ?
I have only line to say " I miss u "

-:: Motivation.. ::-

2008-07-13T02:40:00.000-07:00

Getting motivated is vital to happiness and success in life.
Following things help me to get and stay motivated.

May it also help you to get.!!
1. WRITE YOUR STORY
Write down, in a paragraph or two, the story of your
desired future. Write down what you'll be doing, where
you'll be living, and the successes you'll be enjoying.
This will be a motivator for you in both the immediate
present and the future to come.
2. DREAM BIG
When you think about your future, don't be afraid to dream
big. This will make short-term failures easier to handle.
When you hit an obstacle it won't stop you because your
eyes are set on a bigger goal.
.3 EDUCATE YOURSELF
Learn, read, talk about, listen, experience everything you
can about your particular goal or dream. If you wish to be
an author, you can take classes, read books, write, talk
with other writers, join work-shops, etc.
4. GET ORGANIZED
A clean, tidy, and well-organized home, office, and life
is a must for the motivated mind. Physical clutter can
easily lead to mental clutter. Keep your life organized,
and you will find more energy and clarity in every day.
5. HELP OTHERS WITH MOTIVATION
Only when you teach others do you fully understand the
subject at hand. Help your children get motivated, help
your friends set effective goals, help your husband or
wife achieve personal dreams.
6. SPEND TIME WITH CHILDREN
Spending time with children will put things in perspective
for you. You may be stressed out from work and worried
about getting everything done on time, but when you play
with your kids the worries and stress seem to melt away.
Children have a simple way of looking at things, and that
is something we could all benefit from.
7. FIND A ROLE MODEL
Choose a role model to learn from. You won't have to
reinvent the wheel when you can follow an exemplary
example of someone you respect.
8. REWARD YOURSELF
Set a reward for yourself. If you accomplish a small step
or your entire goal, celebrate. You've worked hard and you
deserve it. Go out to dinner with your family, take a
short vacation, or do anything else that makes you happy.
9. WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?
This is vital to your attitude and mood. Your 'happy'
buttons will serve to improve your attitude again and
again. When I'm not in a good mood, I first ask myself if
I have eaten that day. More often than not, after getting
food into my system my attitude does a complete 180 degree
turnaround.
10. START IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION
Wake up with a smile and with energy. You have a lot to
accomplish and enjoy today. Life is short, and you are
going to make the most of this day, and every day after
that.

Points are based on my self experience & a seminar .

For ur eyes only !!

2008-07-07T01:39:00.000-07:00

GAM KI AAHAT BHI NA AAYE TERE DAR PE,

PYAR KE SAMANDAR KA TU BHI EK KINARA HO,

KABHI BUL SE BHI JO TAPKE TERE AANKH SE MOTI,

THAME WOHI JO TUME SABSE PYARA HO. !!

* image = Sketched by one of my frnds, he spend 2 hour to sketch... thanks to him !

** lines = A SMS , got it from a Dost.!

:: I miss you ::

2008-06-28T23:17:00.000-07:00

I don`t blame you for being busy...

I blame the time for moving sooo slow..

I Miss You !!

when u cannt speak ' I Love You'(143) than simply
speak 'I Miss you' (143).. A smart idea na?.. :P

::- wo pyari bachchi -::

2008-06-20T04:38:00.001-07:00

Ufff wo pyari musibat...

Karti phirti manmaani samjhe khudh ko badi sayani wo..

Dil se bilkul bachhi hai, muh-fat hai par sachi hai

Natkhat hai par achhi hai wo..

Leti pange wo sab se bholi banjaaye phat se

Baaz na aaye aadat se wo..

Kuch bhi na wo chhupaaye, dil mein hai jo bataye

Bas usi mein phas jaaye wo..

Jab bujhi-bujhi soyi-soyi si hoti wo..

Khushiyan main lutaaon hasna main usko sikhaoon

Ye sach hai wo aisi hi hai

Jiske bina aaj kahin kuch suna sa hai..!

-:: i`m your ...... . ::-

2008-06-16T03:48:00.000-07:00

I`m not very big, In fact i`m very small.
I sit with you, and I hear when you call.
I go everywhere with you,Though you cant see me.
I`m with you always, Even in your dreams.
I share your laughter, Dry your tears when you cry.
And every day i`m so proud,Cause I see how hard you try.
I don`t have a name, And i’ll never grow elder.
But as far as long you live, I`ll be your sweet friend forever. !!

:: The Hope ::-

2008-05-18T00:52:00.000-07:00

Here HOPE doesn`t mean Expect/trust/wish/expectation/anticipation. Here “HOPE” represents one of my blog mate....Her Blog is reflection of her inner thoughts and you can see how crazy girl she is.. :P.. pal mei kuch.. pal mei kuch ..:).. Her blog-Post and comments always soothed me and gave me a new thought also. I likes her *smiles*(million dollar) wala style..:P

She is awarded by “thoughtful blog reader”, “cute blogger”, “creative blogger” and many more awards by different blog readers. She deserves for this all…But these days she has no time for blogs. May be she is too much busy with her life….Whatever… I just wanna say ‘hey Hope, we are missing you ‘..:( …if u can manage your time than please come back at your blog na..
hey hope, always keep rocking and smiling….Take Care in life…:)

:-)

:: Examssss ::

2008-04-30T11:50:00.000-07:00

Examination time.. :D

As i don`t have galivanting mood but these days i need

some more time with my boring and stupid books ..:P

so couple of days i`ll not update my blog .

till you people enjoy...:)

have a great and chillax time.

Take Care as well .

:-)

-:: kya ada..kya jalwe tere ::-

2008-04-28T11:15:00.000-07:00

One of my blogmate asks me here that " kaunsi baatein yaad dilati hai..zara hum bhi to jaane?"
I also replied there but ' jitna likho kam hi lagta'.. :P so this question agitate me to do this post.

Ek pyari si surat,

Ek masum sa chehra,

do jheel si katil aankhe,

Kuchh mithi mithi baate,

Ek nazuk ada,

Kuchh masti kuchh maza,

Thodi si shrarat aur gussa,

Bahut sari mohabbat aur nakhre,

Ek bholi si muskan,

Ooncha udne ka armaan,

Sabse alag sabse juda,

Jiski hai pyari har ek ada. !!

Kya ye baatein kisi ko yaad rakhne ke liye kam hain ? Kuch pa nahi saka mei.. shayd samjha nahi paya ya fir time hi nahi mila... jo bhi ho ....ye yaadein meri hain koi nahi chura sakta ese, na hi kisi ki koi kasam .. na hi koi wada. !!

:-)

-:: Maa ::-

2008-04-24T10:03:00.000-07:00

Zindagi ki tapti dhoop mei Ek thanda saya paya he maine

Jab kholi aankh to apni maa ko muskurate hue paya hai maine

Jab bhi maa ka nam liya Us ka beshumar pyar paya hai maine

Jab koi dard mehsoos hua, jab koi mushkil aai

Apne pehlo me apni maa ko paya hai maine

Uska Beshumar Pyar Paya Hai Maine.!

Maa,i miss u to the core of my heart. !!

PS:- I don`t know ,what message printed on this image so please just assume the image and its feeling only..!!

why only you ?

2008-04-16T07:14:00.000-07:00

How I wish, I could tell You, tell the world how much I like You... Why is it so that no one can see you the way I can, why do they have to Miss judge You? ....What they see is what You want them to see, the artificial you... But, I have seen the real You.
The real You is whom I've loved. You are my Inspiration, inspiration to never give up hope as that is the only thing which truly belongs to us...... Looking at you brings a smile on my face, a sparkle in my eyes. Whether You believe it or not, I'm looking at you right now... :P
I don't need any portrait of yours to remind me how You look, You have found Your rightful place in my Heart, Soul and Mind. I will never forget You, I can never forget you as you have made it to that special place deep within me where few or maybe no one else will...!

:-)

:: :-) ::

2008-04-06T02:50:00.000-07:00

I am not begging you to love me.

I am really even asking you.

but , isn`t it alright

If i cherish that hope in my heart?

if i dream of just holding your hand,

It will hurt me - not you.

I will try to keep ,

my eyes from shining when they see you.

and i promise, I will try not to smile a special smile

when you say hello.

But please Don`t ask me NOT to love you....

:: Love all ...Hate none.. ::

2008-03-25T10:27:00.001-07:00

Never take someone for granted

Hold every person close to your heart

because you might wake up one day

and realize that you`ve lost a diamond

while you were too busy collecting stones... !!!

:-)

:: Lo, main aa gaya !::

2008-03-14T03:39:00.000-07:00

I told u na that I will back soon here, tell me ! … u remembered or not ?..... uuffff read my previous post.. :P . so due to commitment , I`m again here ….:) .. okay firstly let me reply some question(by mail ) asked by some blog friends ….

Question 1. :- hey , what ru doing these days ? no post.. where u lost ? I read ur last post …who is she ;).
My answer :- Oh my god !! itne question… :P … hmm I was bit busy with life ..and yup also lost actually m not lost but was just doing some important works. “Kuch time un frnds ko dena chahta tha jo hamesha se sath rahe, unko birthday wish to kiya but hug na kar saka tha , kuch ko “HI” to bola but smile dena bhool gaya …. unko ye batane gaya tha ki aaj bhi main wahi dost hoon…. Samay ne kuch doori to bana di mujhe nahi badal sakta “ .
And previous post is only a devil mind thought….:))…. If I get someone thn will also inform u like my other friends (hope & jyoti) did.. :) .. huh !!! (a big lie)
(kuch saal pahle dosto ye baat hui thi , humko bhi mohabbat kisi ke saath hui thi… :P)

Question 2 (by another frnd):- kya hua ? bahut dino se kuch nahi likha ?... :)
Answer :- arrey likha to hai ..check out my another blog….u know my other place na ? (my goli , bcoz I didn’t want to tell her the reason.. :P)..and ma`m main aapse jyada hi post likhat…chek ur blog … purnima(full moon night) bhi month main ek baar aa hi jati but aapki blog-post nahi aati… :)

Question 3. :- kahan rahte ho aaj-kal? Online nahi deekhte….. koi mil gayi kya.. :P (she doesn`t know my blog, not interested in these )
Answer :- so m replied her mail only…and my answer was… “ hann ji …..mil gayi hai , es bachche ko pyar ho gaya hai….:P
Wahi pyar jo kabhi jo bata ke nahi aata… Na hi saalo se gina jata….nah hi rishto se pahchana jata, uski pahchan hai uski khushi , jo dil se mehsoos ki jati…..wahi pyar, jispe buldojer chala do fir bhi sir utha lega, mitti na mile to rait se ghar bana lega… :)…… (a big joke)

when I was finishing this longest post at that time one song was going on my computer…and that was “ye dil , dil ki dunia main aisa haal bhi hota hai , bahar koi hasta hai andar koi rota hai... ye dil koi pachna nahi ,kisi ne ye mana nahi,kisi ne ye jana nahi, kisi ko batana nahi.....dard chupa hai kahan ....ye dil.........!!!“.....

:: Valentine Special ::

2008-02-06T04:34:00.000-08:00

yes , according to me.. there are three rounds in the love exams.

1. I Love You (takes 3 seconds)

2. To explain why, how and how much love

(it can takes 3 hours or less)

3. To prove love ( takes whole life)

eh? but why i m saying You people... The reason behind this is......

I had courage to attemp the 1st round and i did... and m tried my best for the 2nd round... M expressed myself .....but m failed . :( .... i donn`t know why i m ? It may be, m not explained myself as much, or m not eligible for 2nd round or may be other reasons.... m still in search of the reasons ..... yes! I have the capability for the 3rd round....when ever i need to prove, i will prove that "I Love You " was not my words only.

Frineds , now m going to search the reason..m going for a long and unknown journey.. hope, i`ll be back soon... i don`t know when ... may be here , may be other place but i will back ,sure !!...

Bye

Keep rocking & smiling

Take Care as well. !

:: प्यार!! वो क्या होता ?? ::

2008-02-02T09:53:00.000-08:00

पापा कहते हैं .....

दुनिया में तीन तरह के लोग होते हैं !!!

कुछ, जो सिर्फ देखते हैं !
दुसरे ,जो देख कर सिर्फ शिकायत करते हैं !!
कुछ , जो उसे हकीकत में बदल देते या कोशिश करते !

जिन्दगी में ऐसा ही मैं भी बहुत कुछ करना चाहता हूँ ........ कुछ दोस्त बनाना चाहता , वो जो मेरी रफ्तार बढ़ा दे ... जो मेरा साथ दे ..जिससे लड़ सकू ..जो रुलाये -हँसाये... जो प्यार करे।

प्यार ?? :)
ये भी किसी अनजान जगह पे जाने जैसा ही है। किसी सपने जैसा , जैसे परियों कि कहानी ...जैसे मैं कोई हातिमताई और वो कोई परी और हम वहाँ जा रहें जहाँ कोई कभी नही गया। हातिमताई कि तरह किसी जवाब कि खोज में ,चांद के पार , सितारों से दूर , एक अपनी अलग सी दुनिया।

:: तलाश है ! ::

2008-01-10T07:22:00.000-08:00

इतने दोस्तो मे भी एक मित्र की तलाश है मुझे
इतने अपनो मे भी एक अपने की प्यास है मुझे

छोड आता है हर कोइ समन्दर के बीच में
अब डूब रहा हु तो एक साहिल की तलाश है मुझे

लडना चाहता हु इन अन्धेरो के गमो से
बस एक शमा के उजाले की तलाश है मुझे

तग आ चुका हु इस बेवक्त की मौत से मै
अब एक हसीन जिंदगी की तलाश है मुझे

दीवना हु मै सब यही कह कर सताते है मुझे
जो मुझे समझ सके उस शख्श की तलाश है मुझे.

:: Ek Sach ::

2007-12-29T23:42:00.000-08:00

If i had count the reason why I love you

and why I`m so in Love with you.....

I`d have to count FOREVER !!

:: song for this post::

Tum ko paya hai to jaise khoya hoon
Kahna chahu bhi to tum se kya kahu
Kisi juban main wo labz hi nahi
Ki jin main tum ho kya tumhe bata saku
Main agar kahu tumsa hasin kayanat main nahi hai kahin
To tariff ye bhi sach hai kuch bhi nahi
Tum ko paya ahi to jaise khoya hoon !!!!

sapne

2007-12-12T22:42:00.000-08:00

सपना टूटा है तो , दिल कभी जलता है !!

हाँ थोडा दर्द हुआ , पर चलता है !!!!

फिर, फिर क्या हुआ ???

फिर , फिर क्या ....मेरे पास सपनो कि कोई कमी थोडे ही है ...रेत पे बने घर थे वो जिनको तो बस लहरों का इन्तजार था ... अब एक नया सपना बनाऊंगा जो 'ताजमहल' और 'लाल-किला ' से भी मजबूत होगा .... :)
बस कोई मुझे इतना बता दे कि " मैं गलत तो नही था न ?? ".... हाँ अगर सपने देखना गलत है तो मैं गलत हूँ, उनको पुरा करने कि कोशिश करना गलत है तो मैं गलत हूँ .!!!!!!

:: -------------------- ::

2007-11-26T08:57:00.000-08:00

It breaks your heart to see the one

you Love is happy with some one else,

but its more painful to know that the one

you Love is unhappy with you....!

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

:: Mere Sapne ::

2007-11-07T02:57:00.000-08:00

Unhe chahne se pehle shart toh na rakhi thi unhe paane ki ,

Par haan chahat zarur ki thi unhe apna banabe ki .

Jab pata chala wo hamari kismat mein hi na likhe the ,

Toh khuda se guzarish ki thi apni kismat badalwane ki.. !!

Bahuto se suna hai, insaan ke 7 janam hote hain...mujhe nahi pata aapka ye kon sa hai....main to bas itna janta hoon , Agar ye aapka 1st janam hai to agle 6 janmo main aapka saath jarur hoga ....Agar ye aapka 7th janam hai to aapko 8th bhi lena hoga...... kismat har baar to aisa majak nahi karegi na ...!!!!!

Song for this post is ::-

Tera saath hai kitna pyara..

kam lagta hai jeevan saara

tere milan ki lagan hai...

tujhe aana parega dunia main dubara.......

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Thanks "A". Aapke 1st 4 lines mujhe ek sapna deekha gaya....."mere sapne"....:)

Aanshu

2007-10-19T01:26:00.000-07:00

Agar hum ek aanshu hote
Aapke ankho se nikal kar marna pasand karte
Aur agar aap meri ankhon ke aanshu hote
To vada hai dost ham zindagi bhar nahi rote ...

Aanshu , han –han wahi kimti moti…..main wahi banana chahta hoon.
unke aankhon main rahu…..jab wo khush ho tab bhi…jab unhe gam ho tab bhi.Meri zindgi unke aankhon se shuru ho , gaalo ko chum kar , hathali pe aa kar khatam ho. Tab bhi unka saath du jab wo bhari mehfil main tanha mahshush kare….jab wo sapne deekhe tab bhi , jab unke sapne toote tab bhi unke saath rahu.unke takiye(pillow) ko bhingo kar unke sir sahlau ...

Mera koi rang na ho , per fir bhi tej baris main unki aankhon se niklu to pacchana jau.

Bas itna sa khwaab hai

:: Mere Sapne ::

2007-10-13T03:38:00.000-07:00

Khubsoorat hain woh lub

Jo pyari baate karte hai,

Khubsoorat hai woh muskurahat,

Jo doosro ke chehro par bhi muskan saja de...
Khubsoorat hai woh dil,

Jo kisi ke dard ko samjhe,

Jo kisi ke dard mein tadpe,

Khubsoorat hai woh jazbat,

Jo kisika ehsaas kare...
Khubsoorat hai woh ehsaas,

Jo kisi ke dard ke me dawa bane,

Khubsoorat hai woh baate,

Jo kisi ka dil na dukhaye...
Khubsoorat hai wo aankhein,

Jin mein sharm o haya ho,

Khubsoorat hai woh ansoo

Jo kisi ke dard ko mehsoos karke beh jaye...
Khubsoorat hai woh Haath,

Jo kisi ko mushkil waqt mein tham le,

Khubsoorat hai woh kadam,

Jo kisi ki madad ke liye aage badhein...
Khubsoorat hai woh soch,

Jo kisi ke liye achcha soche,

Khubsoorat hai woh insan,

Jisko KHUDA ne ye, khubsoorati ada ki...!!!

Han...mera saamna hua hai es khubsoorat insaan se....

wahi aankhein, wahi bholi si surat...aur ye saari adayein bhi...

PS :- Friends, these lines r only part of "mere sapne"...so koi kasam de ke ye na punche ki who is she?...Lol ....(edited)

Song for this post is:-

bholi si surat...aankhon main masti

door khadi sarmaye...

ek jhalak deekhlaye

kabhi aanchal main chhup jaye...

2007-09-29T01:56:00.000-07:00

Mere chehre pe padhne ki,

koshish karna unka naam !

lafz jo khol diye hum ne,

toh ho jayen ge wo badnaam !!

Bhool paao gi mujhe ???

shayad main bhi na bhool paau.....

-: song for this post is :-

Pyar hamara amar rahega,yaad karega jahan,

tu mumtaaz hai mere khwabon ki...

main tere shahjahan.......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6SXN7M80Ww

चांद और वो

2007-09-26T10:20:00.000-07:00

पहले, जब हम अच्छे दोस्त थे…बातें भी बहुत किया करते थे….क्या दिन ,क्या रात, शाम कभी भी…बहुत से गेम खेले हम ने….शायद जैसा मैं सोंचता था ओ भी कुछ कुछ वैसा ही या फिर वो समय पास कर रही हो…मैं ये नही जनता !!…लेकिन जैसे भी थे अच्छे दोस्त थे…
अकशार हम गेम खेला करते…कभी एक वर्ड अन्स्वेर या कभी कुछ भी….
एक बार मैने उससे पूंछा ….

मैं: चांद मैं क्या दीखती हो ???
दोस्त: (कुछ देर सोंच के) अपना चेहरा.
मैं: मुझे थोड़ी सी हसी आ गयी॥

अब लगता है कि वो सच बोल रही थी…कभी पूर्णिमा के रात चांद को देखता हूँ तो उसकी एक झलक आ जाती है……आज पूर्णिमा है ना सो वो आज फिर दीखी…..:)
वही हस्ता चेहरा, वही नखरे , वही अदा…..२० मिनट तक देखता रहा…इस उम्मीद मैं कि वो अपने वो दो वर्ड बोल दे जिसे मैं उससे सुनना चाहता था…..

हाँ !! वो बोली भी….लेकिन चांद तो दूर है ना. उसकी आवाज़ मुझे तक नही आ पायी ….हहाहा

इं बातें मैं खोया था कि कुछ बदल आ गए और मेरे चांद को धक् लिए…मैं नाराज भी हुआ …लेकिन कुछ ना कर सका... :(
बस मन मैं एक दर बैठ गया…क्या उस मैं भी आमावास आयगी ??…..

आप सब ये दुआ करना ..” मेरी चांद जहाँ भी राहे…वैसे ही हस्ती, इतराती रहे …कोई बदल उसकी चांदनी ना रोक पाए…कोई आमावास कि रात ना हो….”

song for this post is:-

Ghungte main chanda hai,

fir bhi hai faila ,charo aur ujala..

hosh na kho de josh main deekhne wala..

हम दोस्त हैं !!!!

2007-09-25T07:07:00.000-07:00

खामोश पलकों से बहकर जब आंशु आते हैं ,

आप क्या जाने आप कितने याद आते हैं !

कोई और मिले तो हमें ना भुलाना ,

दोस्ती के रिस्तें भी जिन्दगी में काम आते हैं !!

-: song for this post is :-

mujhse juda ho ke , tujhe door jana hai......

pal bhar ki judai fir laut aana hai....

saathia...sang rahaga tera pyar...................

(film-hum aapke hain kaun)

Note:- Hi readers , thanks for ur all mails..... and please don`t repeat the mistake again...." plzzz don`t commenent any thing against my friend ".......bcoz Be-Wafa to na woh hain na hum........bas kismat ko ye manjur nahi ......:)

-:: वो बचपन ::-

2007-09-15T04:18:00.000-07:00

ज़िंदगी के तमाम पहलुओं को बारीकी से परखा है।

जिनके पास शायद बहुत कुछ है लेकिन कहीं ना कहीं कुछ अहसास भी हैं जो आज तक चुभ रहे हैं, पुरानी यादों का एक गुबार है जो बताता है कि कभी पहुँच की गिरफ़्त से कुछ लम्हे छिटक गये थे ।

बेफ़्रिकी से कट रही ज़िंदगी मे बहुत कुछ बदल गया। हम छटपटाये, ऱोये, चिल्लाये, भागे इनके लिये। और इसी भागदौड़ मे रास्ते भी बदल गये।धीरे धीरे हमारी याद से भी ओझल हो गये वो लम्हे।

वक़्त बदला , कुछ हम भी बदले। ज़िंदगी की भागदौड़ भी कुछ थमी। आज रुतबा है, शोहरत है, तमाम चीजों को हासिल करने की हैसियत है। ढेर सारे साथी भी हैं जो हर पल के लिये हमारे साथ हैं। फ़ुर्सत के पल बहुत कम हैं लेकिन जब तन्हाई कभी आयी तो बस याद आ गये वही धुँधले से पल। हम सिर्फ़ यही कह पाये, "काश ....... !!!"

मैं फिर से वो बचपन वापस पा सकू । वो दोस्त , वो मसुमिएत , वो हँसना,वो शरारतें और भी बहुत कुछ जो शायद अब ना कर सकू । आज भी जब " कागज कि कसती वो बारीश का पानी" सुनता हूँ तो बचपन पाने कि उम्मीद जाग उठती है । काश कोई मुझे वो दिन वापस कर दे !!!!

Image from:- Arti `s blog